Her: Hi
Me: Hello.
Her: I'm interested in you.
Her: I'm also interested in sex.
As I walked on the scorching streets of Zhengzhou, I had no idea what would happen next. I felt sad, carrying a backpack and a phone with 46% battery. I hadn't had a sip of water since I woke up in the morning, constantly swallowing saliva. Fortunately, I soon came across a convenience store. I walked in, grabbed a bottle of Evian, paid for it, and sat at a long table near the window where customers were served meals. Mechanically, I unscrewed the bottle cap and forced myself to drink the water. Looking at my phone with 35% battery, I glanced at the charging station in front of me. Luckily, I had a Monster power bank. I scanned the code and took the power bank.
Sometimes, the most uncomfortable feeling in one's emotions is not sadness or sorrow, but the realization that while trying to escape from sadness, you find yourself running away without a destination. I hadn't finished drinking the water yet, and I mindlessly swiped my phone screen, checking WeChat, QQ, and social media apps. In this vast world, I couldn't find anyone to accompany me at this moment. Perhaps this is also a kind of failure. I'm used to hiding my pain deep inside, only to realize in the end that I can only hide it within myself, with no other choice.
Time passed slowly, and I only had a sip of water left, with my phone battery at 86%. It was noon, and even the bars were not open yet. Where else could I go? Forget it, let's go out first. I looked for the subway station I saw when I arrived, but I couldn't find it. At least there was air conditioning there, and it wouldn't be too awkward to stay there. I circled around the building a few times and finally found the entrance to the subway station.
I paid 20 yuan for a mipay subway card, went through security, and swiped my phone to enter the station. The question returned to where I started: where should I go? Looking at the subway trains coming and going, I finally found a resting bench inside the subway station and moved there to continue swiping my phone. The story began here, and I had no idea what I was thinking, just mindlessly swiping. By some strange coincidence, I saw someone and made a decision.
June 18th, 1:57 PM
It was like a drowning person suddenly discovering a reed in their hand, and in the last second before losing consciousness, they put the reed in their mouth.
--Just tell me if you want to or not.
--I do, ummm.When we are sad, we often fail to see what we have, even if we do nothing, just seeing each other can save you. But you always realize it at the end, that you still have her.
June 18th, 3:07 PM
Departing from Zhengzhou East, the last train ticket I swiped 20 minutes before departure, Car 05, Seat 02D.
June 18th, 4:20 PM
At this moment, making love is not that important to me. I just want to see you and touch you for real. That's enough.
--Do you want to sleep with me or...
--You've already said it, how can I not sleep with you?
--I'm sorry, I just asked casually.
--Then will you let me sleep with you?
--No, let's not do that for real.
--It's up to you, then what do you want to ask?
June 18th, 4:37 PM
We have arrived at Xuzhou East Station. Passengers, please disembark.
I arrived in a strange city, and now I had to transfer to a bus. I searched the distance to the bus station on the map, 2.3 km, an awkward number. Because I was unfamiliar with the place, I decided to take a taxi.--Where do you want to go?
--Xuzhou East Bus Station.
--Are you talking about Xuzhou South Bus Station?
--No, East Station, not South Station.
--Why do you want to take a taxi to East Station? It's only a 5-minute walk. I won't charge you, but you have to give me at least 20 yuan.
--Isn't it 3 kilometers? Isn't there a starting fare?
--I waited in line at the high-speed rail station for half an hour, and you're talking to me about the starting fare?
--Fine, let's just walk then.
--Pay me first.The driver was furious, but I didn't want to argue. I just wanted to see you faster.
June 18th, 5:27 PM
I boarded the bus to Suqian, and throughout the journey, I imagined the moment of seeing you. I chatted with you on WeChat about how I wanted to sleep with you, how I wanted to make love, but I couldn't think of how to start the conversation when I actually saw you. There was a couple on the bus, the boy was sloppy, and the girl had a somewhat artificial but delicate makeup, like a beginner in makeup. There were all kinds of people in the carriage, but you couldn't find anyone with the same "destination" as you.
Where was my destination? To an unfamiliar city, to meet a familiar stranger. Would it be awkward? Or would it feel natural? After all, we were already familiar with each other, just one step away from reality.
June 18th, 7:21 PM
I arrived. Only drinking one bottle of water a day made my stomach rumble. Maybe I should eat something. I thought about buying something to eat. Well, let's go to the hotel first. The Didi driver was afraid of being caught by the traffic police, so he hid in a small street next to the station. I was about to see you, but I was still bored, mindlessly swiping my phone on Didi. Although I couldn't see the content on my phone, I mechanically swiped it, but my mood was completely different now. Sometimes, between being down and looking forward, there's just one decision that separates them, whether it's right or wrong, crazy or conservative.
June 18th, 7:32 PM
Hello, I made a reservation on Meituan.
The receptionist looked friendly and asked if I wanted to become a member and upgrade my room type for only 48 yuan, with various discounts. I politely declined, but maybe I'm not good at refusing others, so I ended up paying and becoming a member, upgrading my room type. While I was at the reception, I went to the front desk of another hotel nearby and bought cigarettes for you. I asked if they had small Su cigarettes, but they only had large ones. I asked if they had a lighter, they didn't sell it, but they lent me one. Maybe I had a friendly attitude, or maybe my luck started to change after making the decision to see you. They even gave me the lighter. It's always a good sign, isn't it? I was thinking, can my luck continue until I meet you.
The hotel elevator had 30 floors. I stood at the elevator door, anxiously waiting. You said you were almost there, and I wanted to see you first, but then you said it would take a while, and coincidentally, the elevator arrived. So I decided to put something down first. It looked better to carry a small bag than to carry it all the time. I hurriedly went up, put down the bag, closed the door, and waited for the elevator. When the elevator stopped on the first floor and the doors opened, to be honest, I was pleasantly surprised. You were beautiful, wearing a cheongsam. You recognized me, and I recognized you too.
We smiled at each other and entered the elevator. You asked me if you were beautiful, and even if you weren't, at this moment, I couldn't possibly say you weren't beautiful. But when I said you were beautiful, I meant it.
In the room, we sat on the sofa, each with a cigarette. You took a bite of your ice cream and said it tasted bad, then handed it to me. I took a bite and it really tasted bad, so I threw it in the trash.
You took the initiative to sit on my lap, holding me, and I kissed you while squeezing your buttocks. You breathed softly.
I looked at you, and all the unhappiness disappeared in that moment. Now, there was only you in my eyes.
I pointed to the floor next to my feet, then pointed to my crotch. You understood and knelt down beside me, helping me take off my pants and taking my cock into your mouth, licking it slowly. I fondled your breasts through your cheongsam, watching you struggle to breathe while sucking my cock.
I grabbed your hair, looked at your face, and gently slapped you a few times. Then I stood up, and you willingly followed, opening your mouth again. I slowly backed away, and you crawled after me, sticking out your tongue intermittently.
On the floor at the foot of the bed, you crawled like a little female dog, sticking your ass up. I stood behind you, bent over, and quickly stirred your wet asshole with my fingers. You didn't even have the strength to support your upper body, your head resting on the ground, constantly moaning. I stepped on your head, then suddenly pulled my fingers out and inserted them back in, stirring more vigorously. You became even more lascivious, and I loved it.
After a short rest, you asked me if it was time for the real thing. I smiled at you and took out a condom from my backpack.
I didn't like slow thrusting, I only liked fast and intense pounding. It seemed like you enjoyed it too.
That day, we did it twice.
The most memorable moment for me was when your body involuntarily tried to avoid me, but I held you down, gripping your neck and increasing the pace. You shouted, "Daddy, no, I'm going to break."
Boss, One Pound of Crawfish#
Our ending came from a meal of crawfish. I didn't really like eating crawfish because I didn't know how to peel them. You scolded me for wasting food, but I was still happy. We ordered too much food, and even though we couldn't finish it all, we packed up the leftover crawfish. It was a mistake, but you loved eating them, so nothing else mattered.